Saturday, December 3, 2011

Do NOT Get the HPV Vaccine & This is Why. Please read & share. I can't believe something so dangerous is touted as a miracle

Copied from my original facebook note:



Where to start… I wasn’t going to do this but my mom said it would be a good idea and possibly save others from what I’ve just gone through, and what I am still going through.


It was my annual “lady appointment”, had a great doc, very sweet old lady. She asked if I wanted the HPV Vaccine,  gave me a little run down of what it was, I had heard about it from the commercials and others talking about it. She said “You’re 24 so I would do it now as you can only get it until you are 26”. Me, naturally: “what are the side effects?”; Her “Just a sore arm for a few days”. A sore arm? Pshhh I can deal with that to save myself from possibly having CANCER, right? Now I see how naïve I was to not do ANY research.

I walk out to my doctor’s assistant to administer the shot; she warns me it’s a pretty painful shot.  I ask again “what are the side effects?” Nurse: “Maybe a rash, sore arm... that’s all”. I’m thinking, twice I have been told this is really no big deal – why am I being so apprehensive? I get the shot and oh yes it is a painful shot – the nurse says “I’ll go slow” I said “No, just get it done”. Insert. Pain. Done.

From what I’ve read now people have experienced side effects right after, I was ok until I got home. My arm was pretty sore and pulsating with pain. I had no appetite all day (I LOVE to eat), and started getting really tired despite being very much in the Holiday Spirit and excited to make & wrap presents. Then I started feeling really sad and depressed even with being very excited about a project I have going on, and generally being very happy with life. When I’m bummed out I can usually focus on what is bothering me and let it go. But I just felt miserable and lethargic. Then I started feeling like I weighed 300 pounds, I could barely walk around our apartment. I started getting really dizzy and nauseous – through all this I kept thinking “I bet if I lay down it will pass in a few hours”.

I started getting sharp pains all over my body; it was like pulsating electric shocks all over. The worst of it was sharp shocking pain from my left shoulder (where I got the shot), up to my head where I had a constant massive headache (I never get headaches), down into my chest and lungs. My lungs were getting tighter and tighter and it was getting harder to breathe. I tried to just relax, remain calm thinking “it will all pass soon”. This is where it started getting worrisome…
I had to get up to go to the bathroom that is a massive 20 feet from the couch and I couldn’t walk right. It was like I was drunk, I kept almost falling over. I had to crawl or hold onto the walls and look down to make it. I went to the bathroom and realized on the way back that the dizziness went from something I could handle to something that was nearly paralyzing my movement.

I started having my eyesight go in and out of being blurry and regular, the pains started becoming debilitating. Again, I kept thinking... this will pass. I didn’t want to take pain medicine so I could self-monitor and see if it was getting better or worse.

I was just waiting for Greg to get home… when he did he immediately started making me homemade soup thinking I was just getting sick. He is the one that started noticing that I really needed to go. When he said we need to go, I didn’t even try to fight it, I knew he was right.

At this point I needed help walking, I felt like I couldn’t form sentences and find my words right, I couldn’t hold my head up, he had to dress me and I was unable to put my left arm through my sweatshirt armhole due to the extreme pain in my left arm. The attempt made me burst out into uncontrollable tears.

I remember the  walk out to the car made me feel like I was watching a crazy music video of like some drunks or druggies walking home from the bar – as I was looking at my feet, things kept spinning and moving; my vision would get blurry then regular. It was so surreal.

The drive to the ER was so long. At this point I could barely walk, putting most of my weight on Greg. He got me a wheelchair which helped, from there we sat in the ER. They took me in to admitting did a quick EKG, I had to give a urine sample which if I was feeling more conscious would have probably been the most embarrassing thing in the world with Greg helping me throughout the process. My verbal skills were getting worse, it was a struggle to tell the nurses what was going on but I knew it was important for them to know my symptoms. EVERY SINGLE TIME that Greg or I brought up the HPV Vaccine it was just shrugged off. A lot of the ER is fuzzy; my heart felt like it was beating lines of pain throughout my body. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t talk. I couldn’t move. I was too out of it to be scared at that point.

The admitting nurse could see I was in pain, and unable to breathe and her question to Greg was “I wonder why her other arm hurts too?” He responded with:  “I’m not the fucking doctor”. After I got my blood drawn they said they would have a bed for me in 20-30 minutes. An hour goes by. An hour and a half. Two hours. Greg gets up and asks how much longer it’ll be as I am in excruciating pain and my chest is getting tighter. He gets a bullshit response. Another half hour or so passes and my hero aka my boyfriend tells them “He’s about the fucking flip out if they don’t get me in there soon, you keep telling me 20 minutes, we’ve been here almost 3 hours. How are there people walking on their own smiling going in before my girlfriend who is in a wheel chair unable to breathe? KAISER gave her this shot that is making her how she is! Now get her back there, get her back there, get her back there!” This got them to react and process me faster.

About five minutes later they suddenly had a bed for me; I remember the hospital bed felt like the most luxurious mattress in the entire world. Questions. Questions. Questions. Haze. I do remember the doctor talking to me condescendingly “Ohh we’ll get you some medicine and you’ll be ok”. Ivy in. Anti-inflammatory. Something to relax me. Helped stopped the spasms enough so I could speak better but now I was so doped up I could struggle to tell them what was going on. I kept telling Greg “They fix me now, but what about tomorrow? What if I can’t walk? It feels like they just want me to feel OK enough to get me out of here.” When Greg mentioned the many articles and sites talking about similar symptoms from this vaccine the nurse and doctors kept writing it off with a “hmm, well it’s not that” type of response. There were many different nurses & doctors throughout the night and all they came up with is that I had a Urinary Tract Infection. Although, I was not showing any of the symptoms, and when I told the nurse I never got them she rolled her eyes at me. So, If I indeed had a UTI why didn’t they give me antibiotics? Isn’t it dangerous to let a UTI go untreated?  Without knowing what was wrong with me, they seemed pretty certain I would feel better the next day.

Now here I am today. I am struggling to read & write and also with my vision. I keep writing a different word then intended, have to delete and re-write. I started writing this over 3 hours ago and I have always been an A English student. I still have to look down and use walls and objects to walk across the room. I feel like I can’t smile, I have no energy and despite finally taking some pain medicine today the pain persists. I just want to sleep. Which after I post this I will. I’m not looking for pity or anything of the sort I just want to share my experience to hopefully save someone else from this. To date there has been over 100 deaths related to the vaccine, some young healthy girls are now paralyzed, stricken with seizures, and the list goes on.  Yet no Western Medicine doctor will admit the link between the vaccine and the illnesses that have arose. Everyone regards this as some type of “miracle vaccine” I highly suggest looking at the very least the first link below. Thanks for reading.

I’d watch this first – Very Informative: http://thinktwice.com/hpv_show.htm

For more information check out: http://truthaboutgardasil.org/

Or here is another girl’s much worse account of going through this (Thanks Anna): http://www.myspace.com/audreykitching/blog/492423289

Or watch this: http://www.myspace.com/audreykitching/blog/492423289


1 comment:

  1. Hey if you still check youe blog please message me back at mexamo21@yahoo.com my niece has the same thing all they sysmptoms and more please have your antibodies checked it triggers something with the antibodies

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